okay, so i think the newness of the job was the only thing that made me not hate it. I know, it's still pretty new, but I can feel the hate settling around me. and I realized if I keep this job I wont be about to play soccer this summer, because of the hours and shifts that I work. I mean, most jobs I'd miss some soccer, and maybe even a lot of soccer, but this job I can't play at all. I could play in tournaments and the occasional sunday afternoon game(the games are occasional, I could play just about all of them) but it wouldn't be enough to justify the $120 (or so) registration fee. god damn it. I hate job hunting. but the hunt is on again. I'm not leaving this job, and if i can't get something new {that pays more then min. wage} before May well then...I guess I wont be playing soccer this year. and I guess that would be okay, because it has to be, ya know? anyway. I'm on the hunt again.

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